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[29 Dec 2004|05:10pm] |
so me and amanda went to good will and we're behind this car and she goes "I wonder what it says?" and the license plate said "BECHPLS"
i will give you a high five if you figure it out.
so me and amanda are laughing and we're like "oh man.. i wonder who would get a license plate like that"
so we drive up next to them and it's a fucking black man which makes it even more hilarous. hahahahhaha.
seriously, if you figure out what it says its funny... or you just have to be there.
anyways. it was a good day & i fucking love amanda. seriously.
dear val-
i hope you are feeling better and no matter how swollen your face is or how much you drool or how much it sounds like you have down syndrome, you'll still be my sexy wife. i love you.
♥row
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[27 Dec 2004|05:25pm] |
i miss my friends♥
put down the fucking can.
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[20 Dec 2004|05:26pm] |
( they keep us splashing in the wet work, so they can cash it on the network )
saturday i went to a show with jake, james, and ryan. saw sarah, rachel, ned, ryan, maxxx, gracie, brandon, the guy i went to driver's ed with, and so on. it was a decent show. but i love those boysss to death. especially when they push me in the snow and i get all wet. jake gave me this reindeer and its so cute<3 but ryan sat on it and broke the arm :( !
sunday i went and did shopping. i go to brookfield and i was texting jake during this and holy shit he was at brookfield too!! we hung out but then i had to go. it was sad. my mom yelled at me cause i got a new voicemail and she thought i was screaming at her and was going to take away my phone but i explained how it was only my voicemail and she called me a brat :). ate and watched harry potter. my throat was getting soar that day so today i stayed home. sewed on my misfits patch. hoorah. it was a good good weekend.
<3333333333333339874916841976198
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[15 Dec 2004|03:15pm] |
my mom comes in and tells me she wants to take me to a counselor. she thinks i'm depressed and she says i need something stable in my life. of course her first suggestion was god.
i think she's going to try everything in her power to force her religion on me and MAKE me believe... good luck to that. if i wont talk to her, i'm definately not going to talk to a stranger.
i have behind the wheel and a job interview at target tomorrow.
sorry to everyone i snapped on. kiss kiss.
KTHNX
for the love of god, eliminate that out of your vocabulary.
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| threatening birth |
[13 Dec 2004|06:04pm] |
my mom threw out my "girls dig me shirt"... NEAT
way to waste seven dollars. in other newss, this weekend was good. friday i hung out with alan, leanne, angela, greg, and amanda. i found hot cross at half priced books. be jealous.
saturday was the show with stacey, angela, aleisha, and brit. only paige marshall was good. i got to see a lot of people that i havent seen in a while like abbie, will, colin, and i got to meet my nigger SPEEDZ!♥ too bad we didnt get our picture ; \ then, i went and spent the night at carrie's house with candace and brit. haha that was fun, lemme tell you.
sunday was nothing and today i got to see my hot and sexy wife val. boy did i give her lovin'... let me tell you! her and leanne came over today and we tried to make a list for the dinner party. good thing we succeeded. haha went to get pizza and got my eyebrows waxed. my mom wanted to see leannes eyebrows and she went clawing at the door as my mom was pulling her away. ahahhahahah. so good. i love those gals.
+leannes dinner party
+FUCKING RYAN MAR MAR COMING BACK, holy shit i cannot believe this.
+my dad coming up for xmas.
jake, i love you dont be sad. i want to talk to you soon♥
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[07 Dec 2004|03:25pm] |
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this weekend was good. i got to hang out with jake and max. awwh i love jake to death. we went to the mall and we got lost so many times... haha my bad! luckily i have friends with a sense of direction. while we were at the mall twice i got called kelly osbourne. i'm so sick of it. i also got called a moose. god i love life.
monday was an adventure. i stayed in the bathroom for second hour. amanda visited me and then later jackie and she stayed there with me for the rest of the hour which was amazing<33. me and her are the trouble makers. haha i love her. i was texting jake all along so it wasnt even boring.
today i ran out in advisement with carry and we ran through the halls to go buy a water while the teacher was gone. we hid behind the soda machines. hahaha oh god i rock.
val is leaving tomorrow :[!!!!
i wish you could tell me what i already know.
seriously, you dumb cunt get a fucking backbone and say it to my face instead of trying to expose it to the public. at least i'm not mentioning your name. we use to be such good friends and i dont even know what your problem is, nor do i care. alsfjd;lsjfsd
new journal soon... oh yeah.
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| tonight is a ship wreck |
[02 Dec 2004|10:23pm] |
you missed out.
( how punk rock is this )
THANX TO EVERYONE WHO CAME OUT IT MEANT A LOT TO SEE YOU! i love all my friends and a special thanx to james for setting up the show. i love you.
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[25 Nov 2004|10:57pm] |
SOMEONE TAKE ME AND BRITS ASS TO THE SHOW ON SATURDAY!
ryan mer mer is so right. i wont have a ride to my own show. hahaha.
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[24 Nov 2004|12:27pm] |
god i'm lame.
show last night. didnt even watch them. left after the first band and lost christina's car. haha ohh man. totally changed my opinions on zak and brett.
what nice fellows<3
christina almost ran me over. hahahhaha i love that girl to death.
i wish we could of hung out with jake but we both had to be home and i know christina was tired and still freaked out about her car. which i still cant get over. haahhaha
mall with leanne♥ and maybe others =] LIKE MY HOT SEXY WIFE VAL!!!
oh man i'm excited. i haven't hung with her in a while.
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[22 Nov 2004|09:06pm] |
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REAL UPDATE LATER! K? K.
so my dad called today and i'm either going down there for christmas or he's coming up here!!! =] but then my mom proceeded to make fun of him and i stood up for myself. i didnt care if she threatened to hit me or whatever i was sticking up for my daddy. but i know i'm going to have to do some appearance changing before he comes up.
thanx to everyone for all the happy birthdays and the happy birthday posts. it really means a lot to me<333
so ali calls me up and i'm talking to her and i go "what are you doing" and she goes "MASTURBATING" and my mom heard it and i laughed for an hour. and then she wanted me to tell my mom that she wanted to take her out on a date and i said "uhh.. i dont think thats a good idea" with the whole gay thing. ahhahah. and i just told her james wanted to go on a date with her. that was a very entertaining phone call.
i went out to eat with my mom and brit. this bday was really lame just for the fact that i shouldnt be sitting at home still. and i figured out all my presents yesterday. i should be out celebrating.. but i guess thats what saturday is for. everyone please come, it will mean a lot to me.
i just wanna :SALDFJ:LSKJFDLMZCOIWETLKNJF:LKJAS:FLSDGH:OIHASC:MOWOPEIHG:WJGNPOIANSD:LJASF:IRWG:LKJF:SLKFJ:LAKJF*VHWE:ORF:LSJDF:LK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know?
i love my friends but today annoys me so much and makes me wanna cry. </3
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[11 Nov 2004|10:01pm] |
i hate concieted people
i hate the way i look
i hate the way i wear my hair
i hate when my friends are sad
i hate that my best friend is about 1,000 miles away.
i hate that i wont see her till next weekend.
i hate distance
i hate that jake lives so far away
i hate when no one notices
i hate when people dont care
i hate not feeling loved
i hate being jealous
i hate wanting to cry
i hate how no one listens
i hate how no one can even relate
i hate pretending to be happy
i hate being sad
i hate school
i hate homework
i hate when people breathe really loud
i hate not having money
i hate being closely related
i hate not being original
i hate adlskfj;sldfjghasd;fj
i hate how my mom constantly yells at me
i hate how i'm bad with words
i hate being bad at absolutely everything possible.
i absolutely fucking HATE nick kersten and his immature friends who cant say shit unless they have a buddy by their side.
yep.. rowanna bailey definately lost her shine.
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[08 Nov 2004|03:31pm] |
i'm home from school again. bwahahha. i fucking love my mom.
this weekend turned out to be A LOT better than what i thought.
friday- wal mart and mcdonalds with my mom... =( could of been at better places.
saturday- i thought was going to absolutely suck cause i had nothing to do. but of course my wifey pulls through and me, her, leanne, angela, and jackie kick it at leanne's house. i saw some of elephant. i want to see the whole thing. i really miss those girls. it seems we havent been together in so long. i miss brit too. =(!! Then, me and leanne had a nice chat on the way home from dropping off jackie. i fucking love talking to her. She dropped me off and Jakuhroo's like "are you at home" and i'm like "yeahhh." and hes like "we're coming to visit you" and i got nervous cause i was in my PJs and hahah. I go downstairs and there was Jake, Ryan, and Kel. <3333 They were telling me about the show and were showing me their hxc moves. hahahha omg it was the funniest thing ever. and i found it retarded how everyone was like "Dont disrespect the scene" honestly they were just having fun. get over it.
but that was seriously so much fun seeing them. and then kel asked me to do something and of course i said yes and it led into..
sunday- kel picked me up and we went to go hang out with jakuhroo in muskego (bare with me, i dont know how to spell). haha the pics say enough..
( anyone will do tonight )
brit calls me up this morning...
brit: "where are you?!?"
me: "at home..."
brit: "ME TOO HAHHAHAHAH!!"
that was amazing.
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| dont bother |
[04 Nov 2004|06:08pm] |
there's so many things that have been going through my head and it's getting to me. i'm sorry but i dont like talking to anyone about my problems... like personal problems. i was getting really frustrated and like sad at the same time and then i started gauging my ears and the mental pain went away. hmph. i dont think i could ever do it again, dont worry.
its so hard to wake up everyday cause i feel like there's no reason. i had a whole lot of thoughts but i'm not putting them on a frickin' livejournal.
i feel like i'm becoming distant from everyone but a few people.
i really could not tell anyone anything i'm thinking. not even my best friends. it's really weird but i feel uncomfortable sharing my true thoughts and feelings. asd;fj;sajkdf;lkjsafddd
dont want you to be sympathetic or anything. its just a passing phase.. right? anyways its getting near winter.
ps- due to money shortage i wont be going to chuck e cheese tomorrow. my mom is seriously so broke which means so am i. i need a job. i really hate this. you just dont even understand. but thats another story that i will yet never tell. i'm sorry if this isnt making sense. but yeah, sorry ryan and everyone else. leanne i'll just go to your house and then if you will, you can drop me off before you leave.
HAPPY BDAY RYAN MERRCLE!!!
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[03 Nov 2004|03:24pm] |
i still have yet to do a real update. i'm getting so lazy. ;\
sooo Bush won the election... how does that make you feel?
ps- happy bday christina.
i really need a job. i figured i could do it afterschool cause it's not like i'm busy or anything. honestly all i do is come home and go to sleep. how fun is that? fucking pathetic.
i've been thinking too much about everything lately. little and big stuff. its really bringing me down. i hate thinking.
leanne's doing a photoshoot of me on friday and i think that's the cutest thing ever. i miss her. i miss all my friends. it seems like i haven't hung out with them in the longest time. hmph </3
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| IM GAY |
[31 Oct 2004|02:02pm] |
( Read more... )
hahahhaa. best conversation ever with my mom. i really hope this didnt offend anyone, i honestly didnt mean it to but my mom's religious and ignorant.
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[31 Oct 2004|10:47am] |
real update later.
my "birthday show".
dear james & rachel-
you guys are fucking amazing.
i love you. ♥
COMMENT IF YOURE COMING, ASSHOLES.
i love you.
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[21 Oct 2004|05:50pm] |
skipped school and went to Chicago. Took the L with Amanda & Alan to Logan Square to see my true loves...
( 2hot2handle )
we stole an emo kid's cell phone and it looked like he was going to cry and then he went and smoked pot. haha. we were trying to pawn it. i love amanda!!
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[17 Oct 2004|10:42pm] |
mood swingers are something else.
new layout. i hate when my mother talks ill of my father.
and boy does karma suck.
I'll never be good enough for you.
sometimes i get this feeling like i'm a fish out of water. i start breathing really hard and tears form in my eyes and i start to choke.
maybe it's just because i'm too soft to handle the truth.
they say what doest kill you only makes you stronger. I thought my heart was hard as nails, I guess I was wrong. C'mon I need straight forward answers. I'm ready to hear that "no" so I can continue hating my life.
my middle name is "heartbreak"
Mutual relationships dont exsist in my book.
Today I picked up this book that said "Does God Exsist?" i wanna read a book that i can relate to. a book that can help me with the problems life throws me... maybe I'M the problem. i'm sick of beating myself up over everything. i just wanna be happy & share my interest and feelings with that one person. i'm sick of flings. that last about two weeks. i want something sturdy, i NEED something sturdy. i wanna hang onto something that wont break away or fall apart like the pieces of my heart. Maybe I dont want/need love. I dont wanna be lonely, I just wanna be alone. but at the same time I see all these couples oh so happy. Maybe I just need to be happy. I hate myself for so many things. I NEED motivation. I need an answer, I need something.
IF ANYONE WANTS TO GET ME AN EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT, YOU & A FRIEND(S) CAN GIVE ME THIRTY-FIVE DOLLARS BEFORE TUESDAY SO I CAN GET A BLOOD BROS HOODIE. I'd seriously have sex with you 4 times. asl;fk;slakfjd
fuck distance, i hate you. i'm tired and done with this update. it was pretty pointless cause tomorrow I wont feel the same.. or maybe I will. dont even bother reading it. hah. there's a lot more i wanna get out but now's not the time. i need to vent, i guess.
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[16 Oct 2004|10:11pm] |
i'm grounded... awesome.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!!!!
so it's sweetest day and i'm all alone and i have no sweet. why does life hate me so much? honestly what did i ever do to it?
omfg voiceboxxx: i just wanna die.
onlyinthemoviesx: me too. lets die together.
onlyinthemoviesx: we can lay in each others arms and never wake up
omfg voiceboxxx: sweet
omfg voiceboxxx: now that is what i call sweetest day
amen.
wrote this song: and your peepeezipper needs to be bigger
wrote this song: i can never fit my peepee through it
hahaha what a guy.
IF ANYONE IS GIVING ME MONEY GIVE IT TO ME ON MONDAY! thanx in advance.
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